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~:Trolls and Fandom Intolerance:~

In short; humanity is incapable of tolerance.
People will always have attitudes and mindsets that will make us believe that certain beliefs are right, and everyone else is wrong.
Its all the same as politics, whether they admit it or not. Fan's like to think of themselves as knowledgeable "Representatives" of their fandom, and will defend it however possible. Anyone who differs is wrong and their enemy, and the "fan-tards" (I like to call them) will take action like your average "Right-Wing Activist" with trolling, on average.

In a sense, Fan-tards and Trollz are just social terrorists on the internet.
I also think the movie "Men In Black" said it best;
Kay: "A person is smart. People are dumb, panicky dangerous animals and you know it."

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So...Trump has already violated Civil Rights, Article Six of the United States Constitution, and is in full violation of the Separation of Church and State. If this is not a sign that he is trying to endanger and subjugate the people of this country, then I don't know what else could be considered treasonous.
Unfortunately, we have to wait 90-days after the inauguration before we can make our demands for Congress to start impeachment process, so Trump gets to sit in the office for at least 3-months to try and screw things over.
All I can say is; Congress had better be smart, because the populace is currently on edge with what Trump is trying to do at this time. If they even consider passing these "executive orders", there will be retaliation from the population. Even if they assume that the affected populace is a minority, the country will not stand for the legalization of religious prejudice.
Its been rough these past few months. Not only financially, but physically and emotionally for me. Most things I can handle and keep my head held high as I work and bear with the pain and anguish of life and its trials, but then...you get hit by something that just tears down all your defenses and leaves you wallowing in a pit of emotions.
I am sure many of us out there never have a passing thought that we will be forgotten. Some even believe they can never be forgotten. Others fear they are not doing enough to be remembered or be recognized.

We are so consumed with the ambition and desire to always be remembered, either through great deeds, bad deeds, artistic creations, fame, or even just being that person in the family who is always recognized for their talent, substance, or contributions. We all want to be remembered...but then...one day, you are forgotten by someone.

"Only one person?" You may ask. "That's no big deal if one person decides to forget about you."

You say that...but then again...they didn't decide to forget about you. They didn't choose to forget you.

For the past few years, I've been guardian for my grandmother who has dementia. While she is in good health, her memory and comprehension has been diminishing. For a while, I was just happy that I could visit, and she seemed happy to see me. I knew she didn't remember who I was, and I accepted that. I was happy she simply recognized me as someone who cared about her. That I could give her that bit of comfort.  There were times she would be in tears, so happy to see me visiting. I felt good. That I was doing something good for her. I wanted to make sure she didn't feel alone, and had someone there for her.

I went to see her last week for Valentine's Day. She didn't notice me, and was sitting with a baby doll I think one of the other residents in the nursing home gave her.

I sat down with her and said my greetings and tried to talk with her. She didn't reply and just focused on the doll, like it was a real baby. 
I tried to get her attention by touching her hand or shoulder, and asking how she felt. She didn't respond to my touch or voice. She just kept tending to the baby doll.
I didn't want to leave, I was worried that maybe she was sick. The attendants said they didn't notice anything abnormal, and she was in good health. Still, she didn't acknowledge me no matter what I did.
There was a couple of moments, when she did glance up and in my direction...but I soon realized that she wasn't looking at me. She was only looking around aimlessly...looking past me. 
I then came to realize she no longer recognized me. I was just a stranger to her now. She didn't want to talk to me, or acknowledge me because, as far as she was concerned, I was no one she knew.

She had forgotten me, completely now. There was nothing familiar about me to her. I was no longer the person who would visit, and talk with her. I was no longer the nice lady who would bring her home cooked Korean food. I was no longer the person who would hug her and hold her hand and listen to her talk endlessly and repeat her stories.

I was now no one. Just some passerby. 

It really hit me hard. That she would lost that last little piece of attachment. Now, no matter how many times I visit her, she will ignore me, and she will be alone. No matter how often I hold her hand to give her comfort and company, she will ignore me and be alone. Basically, she will want nothing to do with me, because I am now a stranger.  

I guess I am hurt that I was forgotten, but what hurts the most is that I can do nothing to give her that comfort that she is not alone, that someone still is there for her and cares about her. 
I guess it this has also made me realize that once you have forgotten, you lose everything and everyone in your life. And I wonder how she feels now that she remembers no one. Does she feel alone? Is she scared? Does she even notice?

I don't ever want to forget. Just being forgotten was enough for me to look at life and realize just how precious having remembrance is. To still have memories. I don't want to be alone because I have forgotten. I don't want to lose everything because I have forgotten. And I don't want to hurt others because I have forgotten.

I don't ever want to forget...
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SaturnGrl
They Call Me...BOOBS!
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Primary Occupation: Technical Support
Secondary Occupation: US Navy Reserves, Repair and Administration Petty Officer.
Previous Occupation: US Navy; Communication Engineer - Honorably Discharged after 8-years

Currently Attending: University of the Rockies; Masters in Psychology (Taking Extended Leave from Classes)

Current Residence: Somewhere Outside My Head
Favourite genre of music: I like all kinds of Music
Favourite style of art: Traditional, Pixel, and Photoshop
Operating System: 2TBs of creative genius, I say! GENIUS!
MP3 player of choice: My iPhone
Shell of choice: Cowry
Skin of choice: I like my skin.
Favourite cartoon character: Daffy Duck
Personal Quote: The only reason people hate their lives, is because they have to live them.
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Commissions: Open
(Sculptures are on hold until personal matters are dealt with)


Trades : Closed
(Friends Only)
Requests : Closed
(Friends Only)

~: What You Are Paying For... :~
I draw all my images by hand, so more or less, you are paying me for the actual time, labor, and physical materials used (ie: Pencils, lead, paper, ink, pens, erasers). All coloring, shading, highlights and effects are done in Photoshop.
For a Sculpey figurine, you are paying for the Sculpey, Wire for skeletons, paints and glaze. All prices are calculated to ensure fairness. Trust me when I say I am not making much for actual profit gain.

Please keep in mind, the more detail demanded, the longer it takes to complete. Patience is required for the commissioner when an image/figurine requires complex details. Also, my real life takes priority over artwork, so be aware that I do not have all the time in the world available to me. I go to college, have a job, bills and responsibilities I need to take care of. So please be understanding of these conditions if you choose to commission me.

***Fair warning ahead of time!***
I am unable to draw any complex vehicles to save my life. So Cars, Motorcycles, Ships (Sea or Space), and just about everything with a motor. What can I do? Simpler means of travel, Boards, skates and such. I am trying to improve in the area of mechanical drawing, but I give no guarantees.

~: PRICE LISTING :~
Cost for **Single Character Artwork:
**Each Additional Character: $5.00

1. Simple Penciled Sketch: $5.00
Victoria Sketches by SaturnGrl

2. Digital Line Art: $10.00
Line Art scanned and digitally rendered in Photoshop on a White background. Blank Transparent background optional, no extra charge.
Mina and Tails Hugs by SaturnGrlLineart: Updated Senshi Knight Armor by SaturnGrl

3. Digital Simple Coloring: $15.00
Simple solid color scheme of the character's palate on a White background. Blank Transparent background optional, no extra charge.
MLP:FIM Baby Asian Dragon by SaturnGrl

4. Digital Simple Coloring w/ Simple Background: $20.00
Simple coloring of character's color palate and a simply designed background.
MLP FIM: Game of Stones by SaturnGrl

5. Full Digital Colored: 25.00
Your requested character, fully colored, shaded and highlighted on a White background. Simple or Blank Transparent background optional, no extra charge.
Encounter! Chaos Croc meets Rose by SaturnGrlLin and Ren by SaturnGrl

6. Full Digital Colored w/ Background: $30.00
Fully colored image complete with a detailed background with effects.
Sonic/Black Knight: King Urien and Morgan le Fay by SaturnGrlYou and what...Army? by SaturnGrl

Sculpey Figurines

$5 - Chao Character - About 1 inch tall (1.5 with the hovering icon)

$15 - 3 Inches Tall
$20 - 4 Inches Tall
$25 - 5 Inches Tall
$30 - 6 Inches Tall
Anything over 6 inches: Prices TBD

Will do:
Sonic Characters
Pony Related Characters
PYO Pony Characters
Maybe other fandom Characters


If you want your figure mounted on a base, the price of the base will be determined by the kind of base requested.

(Costs are estimated from materials available in the local stores)
Unfinished Wood Base: $5
Finished Wood Base: $8
(Any other kind of base, or base customization requested; Value will have to be estimated based on materials used.)



~: How to Contact :~
Send me a note if you are still interested after looking at the price listings. If you just comment a request on my profile or journal, you will be ignored. Make sure the note's subject is entitled as "Commission Request".
I will only take three Image and only one Sculpey commissions at a time, and its first come first served.
Also, there is no "Wait List". If you don't get in for a commission, you have to "re-apply" when I open back up again.

~: Payment :~

I will only accept paypal. Be sure to send it to; saturn848@yahoo.com

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az1598525 Featured By Owner Edited Nov 26, 2016
I know it's a bit random but whatever I'm all about random anyways 

 Sibsy here you go !
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az1598525 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016
hi there uh I have a question 😌
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SaturnGrl Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016  Professional General Artist
Hi there! What's up?
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az1598525 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016
do you have kids ?






























(suddenly get's shot in the head)!!!
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SaturnGrl Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016  Professional General Artist
Why do you ask?
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SaturnGrl Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2016  Professional General Artist
Its fun, cute, and unique.
Why are you against it?
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SaturnGrl Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2016  Professional General Artist
I see no confusion in the comic. 
There are no ponies in the comic.
Antelope are distinctly drawn as Antelope.
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